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frankly, i'm tired of faces both old & new refusing to take accountability & warping facts either for attention, or to spite a friend who has remained an innocent party in all involved scenarios. seeing as everyone wants to be so open about their personal matters, let me send my bloody, little love letter to old friends via the digital ether too.without mincing a damn thing.lumine, "corrupt divinity," whatever role you want to poorly pretend you actually portray in the future, you are a bully. you have always been a bully. people across multiple verses have consistently observed you hide behind your beneolent act from day one while carefully plotting out how to build & maintain your pedestal. you feel like you can get away with your behavior because – in part due to my urgency – you haven't directly faced any consequences for the kind of person you are. you use your flock of sheep in outside verses to shield you like meat puppets and then call them “friends” so they feel like that’s okay. the nerve you even possessed to call yourself the "better person" for your indirect & paltry "apology" for the trouble you and your cowardly partner caused in genshin; but although myself & my friends have remained well within our corners, you can't seem to do the same. you're a pitiful attention seeker who cares vastly more for your online presence than you do for your own child. the only supposition i can derive from your actions is that perhaps, your life beyond the internet simply isn’t exciting or fulfilling enough for you. if you would like to dispute that claim, no defense can legitimately contest to what you showcase in your own online activity on a daily basis. realistically, no one is surprised, save for those in hazbin who have witnessed little beyond your feigned righteousness within other dramas that you conveniently insert yourself into for clout. you know, it’s a little funny ... where was that passionate defense when your "friends" were supposedly going to be doxxed by another individual who couldn’t comprehend boundaries? oh, that's right; you were playing buddy with said potential doxxer behind their backs. how could i forget?you've been trying to run altruistic off of ani for well over a year. rather than focusing on your “writing” & the community you so virtuously claim that you want to protect, you haul your drama baggage from genshin to every single verse you run to with hopes of garnering an army at your back that you've warped through lies & prolific ignorance. you can’t stay within affiliated circles to air your bullsh*t because you know that you’re wrong and have zero defense to actually back yourself up. all the while, you sit amongst your equally ignorant friends and project your own behaviors & insecurities onto altruistic. such as stealing, for one, like you stole several defaults from her lumine account and immediately threw them into your albums after she deleted the first time. you claim to have “proof,” that she gave them to you. so why don’t you kindly produce it? because no matter how far up your ass you reach for it, you won’t find it. let’s also talk about how you immediately replicated an edit that tartaglia made for her so closely that i thought you had blatantly stolen it, and ALTRUISTIC HERSELF had to correct me before i called you out for it. you want to call it a matter of our supposed jealousy as though either yourself or your partner can produce a modicum of substance without mimicking other people. truth be told, i think you’re trying very hard to convince yourself that anyone has ANYTHING to be jealous of when it comes to you ( especially myself. you held yourself far too high in calling me jealous. even at first glance, your efforts – or evident lack thereof, rather – can’t hold a candle to what i produce. ) you couldn't take accountability for your wrongs or more–than–poor character if you would die otherwise. you claimed that our stance against you in december of 2023 was due to me being fed lies by altruistic. absolutely not. i saw you for what you were well before altruistic ever divulged her experiences with you to me. saw the way you bombed her with affection while playing devil’s advocate behind her back. saw you warp the hurt she confided to us all in confidence so that you could break her up with her partner & throw yourself at him immediately after. you may lie so frequently to your friends that even you begin to believe them, but the same can’t be said for altruistic.and while we’re at it, please, go ahead and revive the claim that we chased you out of jjk by bringing the drama there, when the only member of our group in jjk at the time was altruistic; who returned only after you took the initiative in drama–dumping there. you effectively chased yourself out without any of us batting an eye or lifting a finger. i want to say that you learned quickly that other writers weren’t keen on having cross–verse drama injected into their collective. but i’ve also never met another person in their thirties so apparently incapable of learning from their poor choices. you, furthermore, claimed in your laughable explanation to a neutral friend ( after removing & blocking them solely by association, ) that we have apparently been stalking & harassing you since december. perhaps, this warrants a study on what harassment & stalking actually are, as blocking your accounts after you consistently use every single one of them to view our own, including corrupt divinity ( you should probably turn that off, but i feel that you leave it on to deliberately antagonize us, ) is actually very counter—intuitive to harassment. be honest with yourself: the reason you feel so compelled to block & remove anyone even remotely associated with altruistic or her friends is because you’re a coward. if it were about “protecting your space,” if it were about “peace,” you would have learned to swallow the sh*t you hand—feed to your livestock by now. you & your guilty—conscience know you have nothing concrete to defend yourself with. at least, nothing more solid than the people you rally to your cause by crying victim. so when the heat is on, you turn tail & run away with it tucked between your legs.phantom, alastor, every other muse you identify with in hazbin; it’s true that i don't know you personally, and don’t care to. what i do know & have seen beyond what you have chosen to severely misconstrue for your petty circus is that you are abhorrently pathetic, and have chosen to act in spite because you did not get what you wanted. because altruistic decided, very much within her right, that she did not want to pursue a romantic relationship with you ( after only interacting for two weeks, ) beyond character—constraints ( which, constituted the bulk of your interactions to begin with, ) you've decided to party with her pre—existing detractors ( read: bullies, abusers, really any derogatory terms you can think of for a jobless individual who exists chronically online, ) to drive her from her source of solace. and to what end? for your own fickle satisfaction? do you feel good about yourself? apparently, not enough to actually shut up. my friend should not have to come to me in the middle of the night broken, sobbing & contemplating self—harm or worse over a sorry excuse of a person who cannot take acountability for acting like a battered househusband after necessary boundaries were established. honestly, if this is who you are, i can't fault anyone for not wanting to jump the gun & date you. you ought to be ashamed of yourself. calling your outright threats a matter beyond your choice is not only a ludicrous attempt at seeming righteous, but an exhibition of stupidity due to how poor that attempt actually looks. yours is by far one of the saddest ego—trips i have ever seen paraded across this site. couldn't handle even a partial rejection, so the whelp rolls around on the ground crying VICTIM as loud as he f***ing can."i was rejected, therefor i'm being FORCED to post a blog with out of context screenshots & involve EVERYONE in my personal drama because my ego has been wounded!" what are you, twelve?please review altruistic's public post for a link to ALL relevant screenshots, discord messages & call logs proving her case.phantom, if anyone doesn't have a f***ing choice in EXPOSING messages, texts & call logs, it's her, not you. you are not a victim. you’re a sad boy that was told to hold your horses & then decided to throw a tantrum like a toddler. unlike alastor, altruistic doesn’t have to cut context or dance around them because she did absolutely nothing wrong. furthermore, the screenshots you yourself posted prove ... absolutely nothing. you won't post discord messages or call logs because you're fully aware that they incriminate you. if you want to play that game & have supposed proof that she apparently contacted you, please, share it! because she's already proven the opposite. it isn't a matter of maturity. you started the fire, you're getting burned, so now you want to backpedal away from it because it became too big for you to control. if it were ever about "maturity," we wouldn't be here.if you’re really so done with the situation – as you have claimed to be multiple times despite continuing to antagonize her – why don’t you actually shut up? grow the f*** up. you don’t need to make the stream a goddamn pity competition every day to stroke your deflated ego. the only people that care are the people d*ckriding you & your drama for the sole purpose of chasing altruistic off the site. if you’d stop posting about it for a minute and actually look, you would quickly realize that everyone is sick of it from BOTH sides. the difference is that unlike you, altruistic is the only one among either you or lumine/charlie who has actually apologized publicly and taken accountability for her part in making the verse feel hostile & uncomfortable. neither of you can do even the bare f***ing minimum. no instead, every new day is a new opportunity to instigate a contest in who has the most or better friends, or who’s suffered the most trauma. mind you, your “new family” is itching to throw you under the bus the moment you say or do anything they don’t care for; the “new family” that, prior to breaking off with altruistic, you were already sh*tting on privately for brownie points with your shiny, new potential girlfriend!altruistic has been relentlessly kicked down & maintained herself throughout with more grace than either of you can even hope to muster. yet the moment she’s finally pushed to the f***ing limit and actually breaks, the entire community victim—blames her & ostracizes her because they don’t want to deal with it. like the "black sheep" of every family that's only referred to as such because that same family traumatized them & doesn't want to take responsibility for it. ALL of you have gone way too far. you want to call someone a bully? a liar? i’m giving you your bully. you’ve EARNED it.take a look at yourselves and evaluate your actions. if either of you were capable of that, you wouldn't spend your sad lives witch—hunting behind a screen. please tell everyone, as loud & clear as you would like, who the bullies are. you think you have an arsenal of people in your corner? so does she. so do we. though i’m certain that in your response specifically, lumine, you’ll kindly inform your audience that this was all “brought to your attention” by concerned bystanders. as though you don’t have ample time in your day already spend it watching the site like a hawk. as this is post is public & blocking does not prevent you from seeing public blogs, fret not! you’ll have no need for it to be “brought to your attention.” i’m delivering it right to your messy doorstep.do you think that claiming to rule over hazbin as a verse is a flex? it's hazbin. get real. the series is a (literal) drawn—out joke. just like you.