Yeah, he's a complete idiot. I wanted to, so badly. But figured I should be a little more nicer and give a second chance, mostly for Twilights sake, cause that's a good twilight and I didn't wanna decrease her morale anymore than I did. She told reina that after that incident with spike she was afraid of me. But I reeeeeeally wanted to kill him, so c*cky, such an idiot. But I'm watching him like a hawk and the second I detect a hint of further stupidity, no learned lessons, repeated mistake, I. Going to do what I said and his head will be Twilights new mailbox. But I wanted to be kind, kinda regretting it, but it's for twilight that I showed mercy. Everyone needs a hobby, if i won the lottery ir was born rich I'd still have at least a part time job as a means to get out of the house. I'm an introvert and live being at home, but I do get tired of it sometimes and venture outside for a short while.
I know how you feel, I used to deal with depression all year long. Day after day, night after night constantly questioning the point of everything. Before I had to have a job I used to spend every waking moment just either confined to my room and either sleep all day or watch reruns of 90's cartoons over and over. These days it's gotten easier for me, but I still have periodical moments of that same feeling at least once a month or so. It's a horrid feeling and I'm thankful I've gotten better, or at least not as bad as I used to be, in high school days ive attempted to take my own life numerous times, almost succeeded four times. But looking back I'm glad I failed. My advice is toing to whatever makes you happy and focus on that, dont let other feelings ruin it and dont dwell on what could have been. Good to hear sweet is around for you, every little ray of sunshine is uplifting in spirits, for me anyways. I hope it proves the same for you.
Oh yeah, devil girl. Yeah I know of all that. Mlm kinda slipped my mind. I know how you feel though, as someone who has a life history of depression myself. I know how rough it is...
/♥/ Goodness, that's not at all any issue here. I still myself am trying perfect on a few things, that alone, a code? Please, hardly anything i look for in being a dear friend. You're more than welcome, Applebloom. SIlly, fillies shouldn't be alone. .
Although you've changed in more ways than one, I'm certain that different types of AUs are what makes things nonetheless intriguing after all!~ I wouldn't ever mind engaging in literature with you. Just give me the word and we can see what goes. Surely, it'll be just fine ^o^ Never is the any ruwh, we'll get along well~!
