Yesterday as I was waking up from a nap an acquaintance of mine came in and told me to get out of the house as a former roommate now had lit his mattress on fire with his bedroom door closed and then when he went and told the said acquaintance black smoke followed.

 Standing outside in the cold and everything I was pissed and just so upset. Everyone made it out safely including the one that started the fire but for me personally just being out of my comfort zone and out of my normal routine of how I do things when I am pretty set in how I do things. I honestly haven't haven't cried as much as I have in years. As many of you know I wear my emotions on my sleeve and this is just way too much for me. I honestly hope I never see the bastard again and he rots in mother FN hell. You guys are the greatest and all that I talk to regularly you are absolutely always in my heart. 

I am a very private person about things but this has so flipped the script. Because of certain rules I can not mention names but my real name is in character. That I can say. I truly love you guys. When a normally kind hearted happy go lucky Pokemon Trainer and Prince of some amazing magical equine is at a total loss at grasping for everything and less than a week before his birthday nonetheless, how is he supposed to react? I am the caring for and giving a helping heart to people. Not this. :'(