About me: Many years ago, before I was born, my father was an angel that served in heavens armies. But after years of fighting, he began to become disillusioned with the seemingly endless wars he had fought in along with with wondering a simple question. Why do we protect the humans? So as a means of answering this question, he renounced his divinity and fell from grace, thus becoming a human himself. Over the course of many years, he soon met my mother. and he finally experienced love for the first time. At that point he was truly happy. But then as I was being born, my mother had passed away. This in turn had greatly affected my father over the years. Though I didn't know it at the time since I was still very young. And then one day was I was but a child, I had found out he had committed suicide. This was one of the darkest days of my life. One day I had family, and then the next I had nothing.
Afterwards I was brought into an orphanage where I didn't have the easiest childhood growing up. Every day I was bullied there and it felt like a personal hell. One day it was too much, and in a brilliant flash of light, I had accidentally killed those bullies. This alone traumatized me for years. They didn't deserve that, no matter how much wrong they did. Little did I know that this was my first time using my angelic abilities. But through all of this, I had and still have one question. Where were my guardian angels? I prayed every day and night and nothing or no one came to help me throughout all of my hardships Then one day a person came to the orphanage. And after examining and looking at each child, he came to me and said, "You have the blood of angels flowing through you. But if left unchecked you will continue to hurt those around you. Come with me and I can teach you how to foucs your abilities." With that said he had adopted me and began my training and new life.
The sessions were long and hard. Every day I went to sleep exhausted and sore. But looking back at it now, they don't seem so bad. Now in the present, I try to be a bit more optimistic and hopeful, even when it may seem hopeless.
Who I'd like to meet: My One and Only
Years ago, my path had crossed with someone that I didn't know would have an impact on me in more ways then one. Her name was Temari. From the moment we met we had formed a strong bond that stood the test of time. Little did I know that that bond would turn out to be so much more than I had anticipated. As our friendship grew she had become a light in the darkness to me. But then, she left. As the years went on I had always wondered what had happened to her. And though I had gone through some trials of my own, I had hoped we would meet again. And then years later, she once again came back into my life. Listening to her story about her hardships and trials and how she had endured all of that and still managed to make her way back to me, was incredible. In my eyes and in my heart I saw that she was truly a strong person. It was also at this time that I found out that our bond wasn't just that of friendship. It was that of love. Then we had confessed our feelings for each other and finding out that our feelings for each remained true to this day, she surprised me once again. She took a leap of faith to which I did the same. And since I have not looked back and have been truly grateful. She is truly the love of my life and I would go the ends of eternity for her. There is no day that I could dream of with her not in it. Temari, you are the woman of my life, and my love for you is immeasureable. No matter what the futre has in store for us, I know that I'll be there by your side and I will be yours. Now and forevermore. I love you, my dearest Temari so very much.
Temari’s heart swelled as she watched Castiel bustling in the kitchen. The warm glow of the evening filtered through the curtains, casting a golden hue over the room, and in that moment, she felt an overwhelming sense of gratitude. From her seat on the couch, she marveled at his dedication. Every dish he prepared carried a piece of his heart, and the scents wafting through the air were a testament to his love and effort. Her hands rested gently on her growing belly, a soft smile gracing her lips as she felt a faint flutter. Temari brushed a strand of her hair behind her wolf like ear, a quiet gesture of contentment as she leaned back, letting the warmth of the moment envelop her.
When Castiel turned towards her, his gaze softened, and she felt her cheeks warm under his admiring eyes. It was a look she had come to know well, one that spoke of love, of shared trials, and the unyielding bond that had brought them here. Her own eyes softened in return, her heart echoing the sentiment without words. As Castiel approached with the plate, her eyes flickered to the food before meeting his gaze once more. The aroma was mouthwatering, but it was the love in his gestures that filled her most. His words, spoken with such sincerity, wrapped around her like a comforting embrace. “Castiel…” she began, her voice barely above a whisper as he sat beside her, his closeness filling her with warmth. His heartfelt words struck a chord deep within her. She reached out, resting her hand on his, her touch firm yet tender. “You don’t need to apologize,” she said softly, her voice carrying the weight of her own love and gratitude. “Every moment with you is a gift, no matter how late or early. I see the care you’ve put into this, not just today but every day we’ve been together. You’ve given me so much more than I could ever put into words.”
The kiss he pressed against her lips was gentle yet passionate, igniting the same spark she felt when they first fell in love. Time seemed to slow, the world around them fading into the background. When he pulled back, his forehead nearly touching hers, she let out a soft laugh, her hand now resting on his cheek. “And I love you, Castiel,” she replied, her voice steady and full of conviction. “Every day, every moment. I don’t think I could ever stop saying it. You’ve given me a life I never thought possible.” She glanced down at the plate he had prepared, her smile widening as she took it from him. “And you’ve outdone yourself this time,” she teased lightly, her tone laced with affection. “Happy Thanksgiving, my love. Thank you for making every day with you feel like a celebration.”
Temari stepped gracefully from the kitchen into the dimly lit living room, the soft glow of the nearby fireplace flickering across the walls. In her hands, she carried a homemade birthday cake, crafted with care and precision. The cake, a decadent chocolate red velvet, was crowned with intricate swirls of frosting, its edges dotted with delicate sprinkles that sparkled faintly in the warm light. The colors were vibrant, popping against the neutral, earthy tones of the room, creating a striking contrast that made the dessert look like a small masterpiece. The comforting scent of freshly baked sweetness filled the air, swirling around her as she moved quietly through the space.
As she approached the couch, Temari’s heart swelled with warmth. Castiel sat there, his figure bathed in the golden hues of the firelight, looking serene and content. With a soft, tender smile playing at her lips, she cleared her throat, her voice gently breaking the comfortable silence of the evening. “Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you… Happy Birthday, dear Castiel,” she sang, her voice barely above a whisper, each note filled with affection. As she neared him, her voice softened even further, the melody blending into the ambient crackle of the fire.
She placed the cake down gently on the coffee table before him, careful not to disturb the delicate frosting that she had spent hours perfecting. Her hands lingered for a moment, fingers brushing the edge of the ceramic platter before she turned to look at him, her gaze filled with tenderness. “Happy Birthday, my love,” she said softly, her voice laced with both joy and a touch of apology. “I’m sorry I’m a day late, but please know you mean the world to me.” The words hung between them, her eyes searching his for that familiar glint of understanding.
Temari’s two wolf ears perked up at the sound of Castiel’s soft whispers, "Happy late birthday, my love." The warmth in his voice melted into her heart as she turned slightly on the couch. Her golden hues glistened with emotion as she saw him approaching with a slice of strawberry shortcake and several presents in hand. "Castiel… you didn’t have to do all this," she said, her voice breaking as light tears began to form in her eyes.
Watching as Castiel’s smiled as he sat beside her, placing the cake slices on the table. His arm wrapped carefully around her waist, pulling her gently into his embrace being careful of Aiden who was growing bigger every day. Temari leaned into his kiss, feeling the love and affection pouring from him. When he finally released her, she began to open the gifts he had so thoughtfully brought. Her fingers trembled slightly as she unwrapped the first box, revealing a brass necklace with a heart at its center, encrusted with multiple small diamonds and sapphires that sparkled in the light.
Temari gasped at the beauty of the necklace, her tears now flowing freely down her cheeks. She couldn’t find the words to express how she felt, her heart swelling with gratitude and love. "Castiel, these are lovely… I… I don’t know what to say! Thank you, my love. Thank you!" Her voice was choked with emotion as she turned to the second box, her fingers working quickly to reveal the gift inside.
The second box held a brass bracelet, intricately engraved with images of both wolves and angels. The engravings were filled with a unique and beautiful combination of colors, making the bracelet a piece of art. Temari’s tears continued to flow as she admired the craftsmanship and thought that went into the gifts. "These are so beautiful," she whispered, her voice filled with awe and love.
With no hesitation, she slipped the bracelet onto her wrist, marveling at how perfectly it fit. She then handed the necklace to Castiel, her eyes shining with love and trust. "Would you be so kind to put this on for me?" she asked, her voice soft and filled with emotion. As she moved her silver locks out of the way for him to put on her new necklace her voice became soft, " Castiel you don`t have to apologize. I know you got a lot on your plate now. If anything I should be thanking you more now. You`ve taken on such a huge role while I must step back...Aiden is getting bigger and I can feel myself having to be more and more careful each day. So I thank you for watching out for the pack my love I truly do."
As the warm breeze caressed her skin, Temari sat by the window, lost in her thoughts. The gentle rustle of leaves outside provided a soothing backdrop to her contemplations. She watched as Castiel approached, a sense of anticipation building within her. His presence always had a way of calming her, of making her feel cherished and loved. As Castiel drew nearer, Temari couldn't help but admire the tender smile gracing his lips. It had been a whirlwind journey, from the moment they first met to the present, where they shared a home and awaited the arrival of their first child. Every step of the way, Castiel had been her rock, her guiding light. When he finally reached her, enveloping her in his warm embrace, Temari felt a rush of love wash over her as her two wolf ears lowered with content for a brief moment while her tail swayed. His words, spoken with such sincerity, filled her heart with warmth. She returned his kiss, savoring the connection they shared, the promise of a future together. Then seeing him hand her the gift and opening the gift he presented, Temari's breath caught in her throat at the sight of the golden necklace nestled within. The intricate design, the symbolism behind it, spoke volumes of Castiel's love and devotion. Tears welled in her eyes as she realized just how much he cherished her, how much she meant to him. Clasping the necklace around her neck, Temari felt a surge of emotion overwhelm her. It was more than just a piece of jewelry; it was a symbol of their bond, of the love they shared. And as Castiel held her once more, she knew, with every fiber of her being, that she was exactly where she belonged. "Castiel...I love you so much! Thank you for being the love of my life. And soon your son will be here, telling you he loves you as well." Temari spoke softly as she still held him with one hand while her other than gently lowered into her pocket to pull out small yet somewhat longer box. Pulling back slightly from the embrace she then placed it into Castiel's hand. Inside was thick tungsten carbide bangle looking bracelet that had engraved two larger wolves running with two smaller wolves running ahead. "Happy Valentines Day dear."
Temari's heart swelled with warmth and emotion as Castiel approached her, carrying a cup of coffee that exuded a comforting aroma. She turned slightly with her two wolf ears twitching, acknowledging his presence with a soft smile, her thoughts drifting to the incredible journey they had embarked on throughout the year. His tears of joy that she noticed still upon his face touched her deeply, a testament to the beautiful moments they had shared, the trials they had overcome, and the love that had blossomed between them. As Castiel tenderly handed her the cup of coffee and enveloped her in his embrace, Temari felt a rush of gratitude and love for the man who had become her everything. The countdown to the new year was a backdrop to their own intimate celebration. Castiel's gaze held so much affection and devotion, and Temari couldn't help but mirror his loving gaze, feeling immensely blessed to have found such a profound connection. His words of love and adoration washed over her like a gentle wave, filling her heart to the brim. The kiss they shared spoke volumes, carrying the weight of their journey and the depth of their feelings. It was a moment suspended in time, a testament to the unexpected but extraordinary turn their lives had taken. With the break of the kiss, she looked to him with her golden hues and a loving smile, " Happy New Year my love. Thank your for this year and all your love. I dont know where I would be without you... I truly do not know. You have given me so much moe then I could ever imagine. Your are the love of my life and I can not wait for this up coming year with you and Aiden both." Speaking her words softly she then noticed Castiel's glance towards her womb, acknowledging their unborn child, added another layer of profound joy to the occasion. Aiden, the embodiment of their love, a future they eagerly awaited together. It was a promise of new beginnings, of a family they were building with love and hope. Temari nestled closer to Castiel, feeling overwhelmed by the rush of emotions and the beauty of the moment. The fireworks outside seemed to echo their happiness, a symphony to accompany their love filled evening. The year had been a tapestry of unexpected twists and turns, but it had led them here to a place of love, companionship, and the anticipation of new life. Temari knew that as they savored the rest of the evening together, they were writing the first pages of a new chapter, one filled with love, hope, and endless possibilities.
Walking gracefully into the living room that was adorned with the warm glow of the fireplace and the twinkling lights of the Christmas tree, Temari saw Castiel still seated comfortably on the couch. As she approached him, a sense of contentment filled her heart at the sight of her beloved enjoying the peaceful ambiance and as she neared Castiel, she held his cup of hot cocoa delicately, placing it on the coffee table with care before settling herself beside him. The heat from her own cup was a comforting contrast against the wintry chill outside. With a gentle motion, her free hand cradled her growing belly, a tender gesture of affection toward the life blossoming within her. Temari leaned closer, feeling the warmth of Castiel's presence beside her. Their shoulders touched, an intimate connection that spoke volumes without the need for words. Her long, elegant wolf tail brushed against the fabric of the couch, a subtle movement that added to the tranquility of the moment. "Merry Christmas, my love," she murmured softly, her voice filled with warmth and affection. A bashful smile graced her lips, a rosy hue coloring her cheeks as she gazed at Castiel, cherishing this precious moment shared between them. "I love you so very much~"
Temari stayed in his embrace, her heart dancing with joy as he held her close. Her returning kiss, filled with love and passion, their lips moving together in perfect harmony. As the kiss finally broke, her eyes glistened with affection, and a radiant smile graced her lips. Then listening to his desire for his birthday sent a deep blush to her cheeks as her heart filled with love. Smile remaining she slid gracefully into the seat he had offered, their closeness still sending delightful shivers down her spine. As he handed her a spoon, she took it with a gracious nod "Thank you love.." She turned her attention to the cake and scooped up a small portion of the cake. Temari brought it to her lips and savored the first bite, ' Thank the goddess this came out good.' She thought to herself as she finished the small piece. When Castiel momentarily looked away, Temari couldn't resist a mischievous impulse. Her eyes twinkled with mischief as she quickly dipped her finger into the icing on the cake's platter. With a sly smile, she brought the icing to his nose, lightly touching his skin with the sweet frosting. It was a playful gesture, a small act of affection and a moment between just the two of them. " Op-! My love I think you got a little something right there on ya."
Stepping into the dimly lit living room from the kitchen, Temari cradled in her hands a homemade birthday cake, adorned with intricate swirls of frosting and delicate sprinkles. The cake sat atop a medium sized ceramic platter, its vibrant colors contrasting beautifully against the soft, earthy tones of the room. The sweet aroma of vanilla and buttery goodness wafted from the confection. With a tender smile playing on her lips, Temari cleared her throat and broke the comfortable silence. "Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday to You~ Happy Birthday Dear Castiel. Happy Birthday to You." she sang softly, her voice almost a whisper as she walked closer to the plush couch where Castiel sat. As the birthday song came to a gentle conclusion as she placed the platter on the coffee table before him. "Happy Birthday my love. I hope on this special day you get everything your heart desires. I love you so much~ "
Temari watched with a soft smile as Castiel inserted his earphones, the delicate cords connecting him to the world of music she had shared with him. She couldn't help but observe Castiel's expressions as he listened, his features shifting subtly with each verse. Minutes slipped by and Temari noticed a single tear escape Castiel's eye, tracing a glistening path down his cheek. Her heart swelled with a mixture of emotions, touched by the depth of his reaction. She understood that the song had struck a chord within him, a chord that resonated with memories and emotions of their journey together.But as he finished listening to the song she noticed as he leaned forward, their lips meeting in a gentle kiss. Temari's fingers instinctively found their place against his cheek. When they parted, Temari met Castiel's gaze, her eyes shimmering. "And you, Castiel, are the melody that fills my life with beauty and wonder," she whispered, her voice a soft caress that echoed the sentiment behind his words.
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