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{UNDER CONSTRUCTION} Cute? Looks can be deceiving. I’m not like you. The world didn’t screw me over and make me who I am today. I don’t have a tragic backstory. Sure, my parents are pieces of crap and better off dead, but I was born jaded. Empathy. Sympathy. Those things don’t translate well with me. Ironically, I am the most emotional person I know. Yet you still come back for more. Why is that?

26 years old
Tokyo, 0

Last Login:
December 05 2022

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GeneralMusic Reading Singing Violin ...Animals? In a way. People~ Philosophy Psychology
MusicClassical mostly. I am adroit in violin and dabble in piano. My singing is quite graceful if I do say so myself. As I stated earlier the classical genre is where my heart lies. Besides, Rachmaninoff’s composition sound wonderful when listened to while slowly tormenting you.
MoviesAnything exciting.
TelevisionAnything exciting.
BooksI’m a fan of many great works, but as I always say; This Side of Paradise is better than The Great Gatsby and always will be.
Heroes Most philosophers and psychologists. They paved the way of the future after all.

     Sakura's Details
Orientation: Bi
Body type:Slim / Slender
Education:In college
Occupation:University Student
Characters: Sakura Aoi
Verses: Original Verse
Playbys: OC
Length: Multi Para, Novella
Genre: Drama, Horror, Psychological, Thriller/Suspense,
Status: Single
Member Since:April 28, 2019

   Sakura's Schools
Tokyo University
Grad Year: University
Student Status: Currently Attending

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About me:

Who I'd like to meet:
Sakura Aoi
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Likes: Not a damned one of you.
Psycho analyzing me isn't going to make me any better. I already know I'm broken so what's the point in trying to fix me?
I was a Villain first.

About Me

I know it's wrong not to feel empathy and sympathy...

But no matter how hard I try, it's something I just cannot comprehend. When people cry around me, I don't feel the need to comfort them nor hold them and tell them everything will be okay. I don't feel sympathy for the ones I hurt nor grief. Love is something I can't understand and probably never will. I can fake it at funerals or show that on my face by copying someone else. I have gotten extremely good at mimicking heartbreak.

This is why I never want children. I know I'll never love them. Don't misunderstand though. I can feel emotion. I am one of the most emotional people I know. I feel everything. Immense rage, Crippling depression, Extreme joy... My mood swings are as dramatic as the weather. Maybe that's where my violent tendencies come from. My tastes just aren't considered...'normal' I suppose. Although there is no true definition of normal, now is there? You are my psychiatrist after all, so you should know what is considered 'normal'. Although I would prefer you would throw away the cushy term of saying I have antisocial personality disorder and just be straight with me.

I am sociopathic. We both know this so let's cut the bullshit. Truthfully, I am angry. I don't like that I have to fake my sincerity and niceties around people. Not because it's troublesome per se (although it is), but more so because of simple jealousy. The world is full of idiots and I am a being of intelligence. I am a people watcher and I feel that I know people like the back of my hand. I can read people well despite my tendency to make rash decisions. I do not necessarily NEED friends although I suppose some wouldn't be the worst thing in the world. I guess. Although if someone were to strike my interest I would never let them go. After all, there are too many boring people in the world. If I found someone worth my time I wouldn't want them to get away from me, now would I? If they ceased to entertain me...well. I suppose I'll leave that open ended. So the bottom line I am trying to make here, Doctor, is that I want to feel, but I know I never will. I'm angry, yet the ups in my life are a high. A high enough that allows me to keep going to play this wicked game with myself. I strive to find excitement in life and if that is through toying with other people then so be it. I just find humans so fascinating. I will never fall in love with someone though. I can't comprehend the idea, but owning someone wouldn't be such a bad idea nor the idea of being hurt sound so bad either. After all, a little pain in your life doesn't necessarily KILL you, now does it? To use the term you used earlier, I believe the word is 'sadomasochist' correct?

Anyway, I feel this entry is far too long as it is so I'll end it here. I honestly have no idea what your goal is in making me write things like this. What point is a journal when I already understand my own thoughts. Psycho analyzing me isn't going to make me any better. I already know I'm broken so what's the point in trying to fix me? You're just beating a dead horse.

Sakura Aoi, age 18

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Nov 13th 2022 - 4:35 AM

Ooc: Thanks for the acceptance. I think we would be able to work up a fantastic story together. I’m free to discuss or chitchat on either here or discord.



Besides that well....don’t play with knives accidents are bound to happen.



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