***Loki is a part of Fumiko and always has been since she was a younger girl... he doesn't always make himself apparent but, there are times that he does show up and of course, make himself more apparent and noticeable. Fumiko is usually quite annoyed by the presence of Loki... she refers to him as being a demon but, she isn't quite sure what he is to be honest. Loki has this very funny thing about him too... that he will go and show himself to others through Fumiko depending... this is very rare to happen because Loki and Fumiko are two completely different beings but, this is also why Fumiko believes that Loki is a demon because he is able to go through her and at others when he feels the need to do so.***
♥ ♥ Fumiko is a young mortal woman, she is in her later 20s... to be exact if you want or wish, she is 28.
She's had some rough times but, nothing holds her down or back from moving forward and trying to meet new people. People can be cruel when they choose to be but, she is still willing to believe that on the flipside of people being cruel there are actual "gems" out there.
However, don't assume that Fumiko is the arrogant type and don't ever assume that she is something ~perfect because that is not and never will be the case. 1- Nobody is perfect 2- Fumiko does seem to have mild issues, not something that should scare another away but, it could be very annoying and aggravating if she comes into people who really can't understand or handle her. Um, ~Daddy Issues... she's got 'em unfortunately and sadly but, it doesn't make her a monster... please, the person who was supposed to be there for her from the very start never was and because of that she is always seemingly questioning anyone else's loyalty, care and love for her. Though, if you are willing to go the extra mile for her and work with her, stick around things will be good. Most of the time when Fumiko rants and gets into her shxt moods it's because she needs a little bit of extra attention; you could either 1-leave her to her moment or 2- it's as simple as paying mind to her even if she is trying to be this meany to you.. hugs and head pats always work and calm her down a bit.
Fumiko does have times where she regresses (goes back to a less developed state) and again, it's not something much that she can help or stop. When it happens, it just does and pretty much whoever is by her that moment either has to deal with it or worse case... she scares them away because again, she can be quite a bit from time to time to handle. She should be used to scaring people away by now but, sometimes it still hits her pretty hard and affects her in such a way that she will try and keep to herself and space herself from others. It's not that she is purposely ignoring others, she is just trying to ~find herself once more and stand her ground as everyone else does. I guess she is stronger then what she appears to be...
A damn hopeless romantic and she's always been like that since she was a little girl...
Fumiko wants to eventually find someone she can be close by and cherish. Though, she doesn't have good luck with such a thing.
Honestly, not too long ago Fumiko was trying to be more open with another and she did care about them quite a lot. She felt right with this person but, ultimately it was all one sided. Fumiko was happy but, the other had his own plans and he ended up leaving her alone once more. This time around it left somewhat of a sour taste for Fumiko and her thoughts on actually being able to find someone that she could actually be close by and not have to worry. So, romance is not a must and Fumiko is trying to stay away from such a thing for the time being until someone can prove to her that they are serious about sticking around and not going to run off, for the smallest of things. It's just that she wonders if she will ever be able to find someone like him where she "clicked/connected" so naturally with him... She fears that it may not even be so until she is able to actually just let go of him fully.
Which, Fumiko did wish this man well but, for whatever reason she still thinks about him a lot. Anyways, it takes time to heal for stuff and Rome wasn't built in just one evening! She still wants to believe that someone is out there and when it's meant to be, simply- it shall be!
Without a love, Fumiko is pretty promiscuous... if she isn't too shy around another she doesn't mind flirting and being all touchy, feely with another. She adores physical contact from others! Believe it or not, the most simplest things like kisses, hugs and holding hands works the best for her. They are some of her most favorite things too! Fumiko may come off as being a switch at times but, she is more submissive then anything || The reason why she comes off as being a switch more or less is because... she is an *~untamed silver fox~* figuratively speaking. So, being an untamed fox means she will hold bratty, wild traits and it may confuse some into thinking she is a switch but, again it's not the case at all.
When Fumiko is by herself she finds simple enjoyment in wandering the woods, swimming, reading, writing, sleeping, gaming, taking walks etc. There's plenty for her to do and find herself occupied.* This becomes a bit eh/eh if she is attached to another though and wants their attention; because Fumiko finds herself becoming attached so easily to others... she is trying to stop herself and get away from that. It's probably the most annoying flaw she has when she gets too attached to someone and that person can't give her the attention she needs and wants. She was supposed to be working on keeping herself busy when others who are close to her were busy as well and couldn't get back to her. Her ~madness: if she could find other things to keep herself busy while the ones she love are busy.. she can keep them rather then losing them over and over again. Or, she hopes that is the case and it helps a bit more rather then her losing others in such a swift pace. She is trying her best to work on this though.. it's still a bit rough.
Oh and earlier it's been mentioned that she regresses... Fumiko has a huge love also for head pats, kabedon, music, stuffies/plushies (even if she is a 28 yr old)...!!
She's a very odd one but, if you just take the time to get to know her more... you might even find it hard to not want to be close to her yourself. Well, unless she is in one of her "moments" then you may find it easy to not want to be by her but, otherwise she is a kind, gentle, old soul for the most part. She is mostly open to anything and everything... Erm... I don't know what else to put here for now but, this is a start at least...
Feel free to add her whether you are male, female, they or it... everyone is welcome.
Again, I don't oppose to themes that are mature, 18+, darker etc. (It's considered a bit taboo but, it doesn't bother me... I am also willing to play out themes where it involves breeding/being impregnated- considering that the person I was once close with: we had such a plan but, it didn't follow through. So, if I can find someone else that I can become very close to and they want that.. we can discuss more.)
Feel free to message me at any time as well!! Please!!! Let's have fun and enjoy ourselves of course! ♥ ♥
I made the experience on this site my own. I stopped letting people decided for me about how I should feel. You are going to have losers on here who want to ruin it for you, but I think that they do not deserve any kind of satisfaction in seeing you feel bad about anything they do. I learned that just spending time with people you love and trust make it easier to keep going and leading your own path to self-enjoyment.
Hello there, thanks so much for the little add. My name's Derious. Hope this isn't too boring. And maybe these are still a thing for ice breakers? Feel free to nickname me if you want in time. I look forward to getting to know you and writing up many stories with you. Of course, if you wish to just chat that's fine with me too. Just let me know, no need to be shy. Thanks again and hope you have a wonderful day.