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Characters: Cloud Strife, Kuraudo Sutoraifu
Verses: Final Fantasy, Final Fantasy VII, Kingdom Hearts, Square Enix, Squaresoft
Length: Multi Para, Novella
Genre: Action, Adventure, Fantasy, Spar/Fighting, Video Game,
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crαftч wítch★

Jan 30th 2021 - 10:45 PM

The joy fluttering within this new vessel reminded the petite blonde of a time she had spent with Roxas in Traverse Town, it was a shame all of it was not real but her feeling and Roxas’ feelings were real at least that is what she thought even though both of them were Nobodies. All of it faded away just the same as she did after that moment of reuniting with Kairi, she assured Roxas he wouldn’t disappear if he reunited with Sora however guilt suddenly washed over her knowing they all faded back into the darkness.

After her brief conversation with Sora in the Final World she felt his light disappear but not to darkness almost as if he left the world. It was then she questioned herself if she should seek out others to find Sora.

A gasp escaped her lips as she covered her mouth with her hand, a voice startled her as she quickly turned on her heels to suddenly gaze upon mako sapphire orbs. Darkness. Was it visibly apparent that she was darkness or perhaps this stranger could sense it too? Strange, Namine felt a bit of darkness shadowing him as well but there was also a faint light too.

“I was born from Darkness, it’s true and when I was inside Kairi’s heart, a powerful darkness struck separating us, I never thought I’d escape.” Her cerulean orbs fell to gaze at the ground sadden, more memories flooded her mind and the negative emotions were attacking her. However, she wondered how this person she never met before knew she was consumed in darkness as her head tilted upwards with a curious expression to her features.

“It must hold you to say it holds me too, I feel it tugging at your heart but you also have a light within the darkness that is starting to shimmer bright.” Just like Sora, she thought. Kairi was Sora’s light, it was what held him together and not completely be lost in his shadow. This stranger must have someone too that believes in him.

“Are you here to help find Sora?” This was her power, she was able to connect Sora’s memories knowing who links to him even alter them and she knew this stranger had crossed path with Sora before.

Apr 29th 2020 - 7:59 PM

𝒫ʟᴀʏ 𝒲ɪᴛʜ ℱɪʀᴇ

Apr 29th 2020 - 2:57 PM


His voice!  There is no passion for the role the voice actor has taken.  Now that might be direction from the people in charge, but it left me disappointed with the Sephiroth voice.  Legit me and my boyfriend were talking about this and keep talking about it.  I don't know what it is, but it really does leave me sad about the voice.  Like he thinks it is the depth of the voice and I am just like, he is way too monotone and robotic.  It is troublesome regardless of what it truly is lacking.

Alright storyline, do you want to work out more, maybe the mission itself or just work with what we have?

-The writer behind 𝒫ʟᴀʏ 𝒲ɪᴛʜ ℱɪʀᴇ

Credit: Heroic Resources


Apr 25th 2020 - 3:33 PM

crαftч wítch★

Apr 25th 2020 - 1:42 PM

Oddly enough, Radiant Garden is where Namine was created. This was the place Sora had lost his heart and Kairi’s nobody had formed. So much had transitioned here from being a home to Kairi to becoming just a castle for the Heartless changing the name to Hollow Bastion and now restored back to its beautiful state with its original name when Xehanort had been defeated.

Kairi was born to light since Radiant Garden was the city of light thus the reason she never lost her heart or her way, Namine wondered would she ever gain a heart but knew she would never be the light and within her darkness will always be present. It’s what separates her from Kairi.

Wasn’t that the reason why she altered Sora’s memories and placed herself within them eliminating Kairi’s existence in his mind? She never existed anywhere perhaps now she had that chance without having to use her powers or use them to help another.

Walking slowly wearing her usual white dress attire and white sandals, there wasn’t much activity since the people had fled during the reign of Xehanort after he overthrew his former mentor and respectful king, Ansem the Wise. Namine was more familiar when it was Hollow Bastion since there was a replica recreated inside Castle Oblivion where she was captive by the Organization. The silence around her reminded her of the days inside the white room with nothing but her sketches peeking out the window.

Roaming around, although the view was magical, she wasn’t really taking in the sights as her mind did what it always does and think of the past events that happened. Coming up to the Fountain Court, water cascading down reflecting bright colors her cerulean eyes widen mesmerized by the revealing faint rainbow as she walked closer to it leaning forward. A small light giggle escaped her lips placing her palm up extending her arm to feel the wet substance splash on it. It was something she has never experienced.

Little did she know the Fountain Court was not empty, there was someone nearby.
𝒫ʟᴀʏ 𝒲ɪᴛʜ ℱɪʀᴇ

Apr 24th 2020 - 3:19 PM


THANK YOU!  Sephiroth's voice bugs me too, but I mean I can still live with it, probably get used to it, but he deserves sooo much better imo.  And now I have moved on to the haunted trainyard.  Ooooo spooks.  I honestly still love everything.  None of my problems with the game are big and still loving evey second.  I knew this game was going to be loved by me.  Enix can flop, but their is too much riding on a flop with this game, so they are going to do their A level work, no doubt.

Alright, so back up on a mission dealing with Avalanche would be a good way for them to cross paths.  Maybe even take Gen down a class or two so having backup is more reasonable.  He wouldn't be at his fullest potential, so a helping hand, whether he wants it or not would be great.

-The writer behind 𝒫ʟᴀʏ 𝒲ɪᴛʜ ℱɪʀᴇ

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ꜱᴛᴀɢɢᴇʀ qᴜᴇᴇɴ

Apr 23rd 2020 - 10:09 PM


Hello there, Cloud

I would love to Roleplay any time! I roleplay in messages or groups and save comments for out of character chatter and RP ideas! If you would like to take the ideas to a private chat then we can transition to Messages.

I have roleplayed for over 10 years and have used Tifa on a variety of platforms. She is a returning muse. With that being said, doesn't mean we have to RP things from the remake. The original FFVII is my favorite game, so yeah... hehe. I will RP almost anything. My preferred length is multi-para and up! I don't mind doing less as long as there is some detail involved or if we're having fun!

As you can see... I am a talker! So, we can chat any time! I do work, so please be patient with me! I hope you're having a wonderful day ♥!

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crαftч wítch★

Apr 23rd 2020 - 5:29 PM

*/ Cloud! Thank you so much for your patience, I do hope this starter is okay. AND CONGRATS on beating the remake, I beat it as well and now going for the platinum trophy BUT the hard mode is sooo hard, I know hence 'hard' lol. At any rate, I'm so glad to have you cause you've been AMAZING!!
Cerulean eyes flutter open body lifeless lying against a chair, believing she would cease to exist however that wasn’t the case. Staring up at the ceiling yet unable to move limbs, Lenzo continues to tend to the petite blonde girl who was a nobody. Using a spare vessel that was obtained from a replica, Namine patiently waits for the final stages to be complete. Her mind begins to think on her own wondering if she even deserve to have this vessel, to think she would be free from Kairi and actually be a somebody. It was exciting and terrifying at the same time.

Namine was Kairi’s nobody but she was unique according to Ansem, she didn’t absorb Kairi’s memories and had an ability to manipulate memories thus everyone calling her a witch. She was forced to use her powers on Sora altering his memories to forget Kairi but Namine couldn’t stand hurting him and the others therefore rebelled against the Organization and warned him about what she was told to do. Now the ones she hurt had become her friends, a sense of guilt washed over her.

“Almost complete…” Lenzo’s voice interrupting her thoughts, she glanced over to him without moving her head just her eyes. “You’ll be able to move freely soon enough Namine.” It was quite an effort but she was able to manage a smile. Will anyone really want me around? During the Final World, she vaguely remembers talking with Sora. She was hurting then knowing that no one misses her yet Sora assures her that someone special would not let her down and would find a way to free her. Curious, she wondered who it could be.

“Okay Namine, it was successful! You have full use of this new body.” Lenzo was more excited than Namine as she slowly lifted herself off the chair to stand up. A bit wobbly like a child first starting off walking, standing she looked down at herself nodding that everything felt right. Exiting Ansem’s research lab, shielding her eyes with her arm at first from the sunlight, she recognized the area she was in, Radiant Garden. Well no better time like the present to go exploring on her own and get use to this body. She couldn’t believe it, she was f r e e.
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Apr 19th 2020 - 9:41 PM


I only finally got around to starting to play the remake, but loving everything thus far.  Work isn't always favorable to allowing me time where I have enough energy to play the game, so I am slowly chugging through the game, pacing myself and really enjoying it as I go.  I might have one complaint, but it is a voice actor.  The rest of it is splendid and I am overall impressed with it.  I doubted I would be disappointed.

And yes, meeting someone like Genesis before he went batsh*t crazy would still be quite a shock to poor Cloud.  He is such a mish mash of personalities and all his own as well.  I think it would be quite interesting though.  Have him before he even meets Zack meeting Genesis, probably serving as backup or cleanup on a mission...  Hmmm...

-The writer behind 𝒫ʟᴀʏ 𝒲ɪᴛʜ ℱɪʀᴇ

Credit: Heroic Resources


Apr 18th 2020 - 1:50 PM

I couldn't erase my past.
I could only compromise and move on.
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