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Sample : 1
"It wasn't that I didn't want you, Haru.
It was that I wanted you to much.
I realized that the best thing I could do for you...
Was to set you free...
Even if you disagree with me.
Even if you see past my lies.
I had to make it as believable as possible.
You don't know, or maybe you do, but...
"I'm terrified...."
I'm terrified of what will become of us both if we continue on this way.
Me selfishly loving you,
and you selflessly giving your all to me...
Until this curse is broken or until I draw my last breath,
I have to do what's right.
Telling you that I didn't need you...
That I was tired of you...
It was the biggest lie, and it tore me into shreds.
GOD...
It's such a painful and heavy weight on my heart,
but it's okay...
It's okay if I suffer.
Baring the burden of hatred and misunderstanding,
as long as it means you have a chance.
I can do that...
I owe it to you...
I- If...Something happened to you...
If my selfish need to cling to you,
caused you to be the one to be in this bed rather than me...
I think I would rather die.
So...hate me.
Hate me, please...
Think of me in the worst way possible, because...
It's such a small price to pay.
If it means that you can have even just a small taste of freedom.
A tiny glimpse of happiness to reach for...
To bring that possibility to life?
Makes it all worth it.
Afterall...
I'm doing this because I love you.
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