I was Born broken.
About MeHome to the one who says she's God.I always get what I want. Sakura is a sociopath with bipolar disorder and violent outbursts. She is an extrememly childish and emotional individual with no sense of empathy or sympathy for other people. Sakura feels no need to be intimate with others or form relationships as she sees it only necessary on a biological necessity. However, she is curious yet disgusted by the idea despite that although she is still interested in understanding the concept of love. She likes to spend her spare time killing animals and making them into elaborate pieces of art. She loves to psychologically abuse and torment people, belittling them and playing mind games with people. Sakuara is not able to form relationships because of her nature and refers to people as "sheeple" as she has a God complex. Although Sakura is an atheist she still refers to herself as a God since she see's herself as better than everyone. Sakura was born sociopathic and thus refers to herself as a broken individual and does not mind this fact despite the fact her father forces her to attend regular psychiatry appointments in an attempt to 'fix' her. Since she was seven years old she has driven off five psychiatrists by what she has told them goes on in her head. She wants to find someone as broken as her to mold and control as she secretly [redacted]. She is a sadistic individual who lives for the thrill of causing pain to others but is also a [redacted]. Sakura has vowed always to be her authentic self; even if that self is harsh, toxic and manipulative. Since she has accepted who she is she feels it is an atrocity for those who lie about who they are which is why she detests liars above all else. She believes everyone holds darkness in their heart and feels it is her duty to coax that darkness out of everyone. Sakura is prideful, narcissistic, intelligent but naive. She was sheltered growing up due to her family's job so she is innocent in many ways such as [redacted]. Due to her sheltered lifestyle she can be very hyperactive and manic, not thinking of consequences. Sakura can act very childish and bubbly as she has very dramatic mood swings. Her happier side is shown when tormenting people, finding someone who interests her or eating sweets. Her aim is never to be bored and wises to always have fun in life no matter the cost or risk it poses. Despite her usual confident demeanor, Sakura can become very embarrassed when being teased or belittled about things such as [redacted]. She is for flipping between speaking casually and eloquently depending on what is needed to be said. Sakura feels a sense of entitlement over many things and this includes submissive people which she calls her pets. If she finds someone she feels she can manipulate she will cling to them and make them 'hers'. She will make sure they become completely dependent on her psychologically. There is a chance she could form a bond with them but it will always remain toxic and manipulative as she will see them as a pet. This will be the closest she will ever feel to "love". It could possibly turn into something real or maybe just obession. [Redacted]. Sakura is [redacted]. Sakura is obsessed with the idea of owning something that gives her that dopamine rush and something that vows never to leave her. Family Yoshiro Aoi: Sakura’s father is her mother’s idol manager. He came from Japan and met Sakura’s mother while doing a business deal in the States. He is a wealthy businessman and also the CEO of a company in Japan with his brother. He is very sleazy and underhanded, getting money by whatever means necessary. He is greedy and prideful knowing exactly what he wants. He hits and abuses Sakura whenever she is disobedient (which is very often). He is all too aware of his daughters sociopathic nature so he tries to keep her out of the public eye as much as he can. If Sakura causes harm to someone or something he is able to pay it off to sweep it under the rug due to his impressive position. However, each time he makes Sakura play the violin in front of everyone at various parties as punishment. Yoshiro puts up a friendly mask in front of others as a family man and wants to be well regarded among the entertainment and business industry. He is crooked and often referred to as a snake by Sakura. Howevever, people within the industry do know not to cross him. Yoshiro is extra kind to his wife Alicia. Alicia Aoi: Alicia is Sakura’s mother, an actress and singer with no personality of her own behind the camera. Alicia is American born who’s family disowned her years ago when she went into the entertainment industry. She is a well known entertainer and is able to adapt to any role given to her. However off screen she is more of a husk than anything. She ignores Sakura as if she is wallpaper and only acknowledges her eldest daughter Sora and Yoshiro. Alicia has a personality disorder in which she becomes depressed and cannot express any emotion when there are no other people around to entertain. Sora Aoi: Sora is arrogant and conceited. Sora feels like she owns the world and apologizes for nothing. She is mean to Sakura and brags about her accomplishments to everyone. She is notorious for sleeping around with men and acts very entitled. Sora witnessed Sakura kill an already dying cat when they were children and ever since has feared her younger sister and held animosity towards her. Ishmael: Sakura refers to Ishmael as her dog, but he has also become her boyfriend as he is deemed special in her eyes. Though she does not possess the capability to love in a normal way, she cares for him in the way she knows how. She is often flustered around him and is able to be her authentic self while she has been able to draw out a side of him that she finds addicting. Their relationship is aberrant with him allowing her to hold a figurative leash around his neck whenever she deems fit as she refers to herself as Master and he the dog. However in private he calls her his brat, much to her embarrassment. They have both become very much attached to each other like abusive drug addicts. (Only exclusive to one RP, open for others. Belongs in his own self contained RP.) Likes Violin, Classical Music, Classical Literature, Psychology, Philosophy, Observing People, Sweets, Controlling People, Breaking things, Torturing and Killing Animals, Broken things, Excitement, Owning People. Dislikes Liars, People, Family, Being called short, Being bored, Psychiatry, Parties, Hugs, Spicy Food, Being called a child, Running, Her pets leaving her. Hobbies Tormenting people, Violin, Studying, Knife Collecting, Reading, Killing and Torturing Animals. Fears [Redacted]. Secrets She has some but if you end up finding out then you’re in too deep for her to simply let you go. Consider yourself lucky though. She might actually consider you to be likable. Whether or not that’s a good thing is up to you. (Note from creator) Remember, I do custom designs, but read details here first. Follow the terms to use this design.
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